Well, I can't fight it anymore. If I don't find an academic post by the end of August I will be leaving the profession. Unfortunately, I will most likely be waiting tables.
Moving back to Virginia was the worst decision of my life, I am belittled every day, and every day I am reminded that I am an embarrassment. I can not survive on my own, I wasted ten years and a hundred grand in student loans. The worst part: the teaching job I have lined up for the summer starts next week but doesn't pay me until 24 August. I will start selling my books and whatever else I can to cover the bills this summer. Hopefully I can unload things on ebay and Amazon.
Like I said. Heads up.
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